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Blurb
Ava Diaz needs saving.
She just doesn’t know it yet.
Just like she doesn’t know a thing about the boy
she sits next to on the first day of senior year.
He thinks she’s a brat.
She thinks he’s entitled.
Maybe first impressions don’t always last…
Because Connor Ledger’s about to save her.
He just doesn’t know why.
Review
“When the world is at its darkest, that’s when the magic appears.”
5 stars!
Jay McLean is back, and she has just rocked my world with this brilliant, beautiful YA romance. Funny, sweet, heartbreaking, emotional and gorgeously romantic, Connor and Ava’s story is beautifully written and so, so special, and I loved every moment of it.
Ava’s life completely changed following a family tragedy when she was only 15 years old. Now a senior in high school, her life is almost unrecognisable from when she was a popular, perky, confident cheerleader. Now she’s quiet, reserved, and struggling with the weight of responsibility on her young shoulders which she bears without complaint.
Connor has recently moved to town and started at Ava’s school. A basketball star, he is hoping to gain the attention of college scouts, with his eyes firmly set on a future in the NBA. He has high expectations for himself, as does his father, and he is prepared to put in the hard work to reach his goals.
Neither Ava or Connor have time in their lives for distractions, but from the moment they meet, they share a connection. It’s one that they fight briefly before falling into an easy, yet significant, friendship – there for each other, sharing their burdens and bringing much needed happiness and laughter into each other’s lives. Though they are falling hard for each other, they are both weighed down with the realities of their lives, making a relationship impossible. And OMG, the feels! The angst, the want, the longing between these two is just beautiful, and the chemistry is fantastic!
“You’re something else, Connor.”
“You’re something MORE, Ava.”
I love this relationship! Connor and Ava are both smart, witty and sarcastic, and the teasing and banter is so entertaining! They have so much fun together, they laugh a lot, and I was laughing along with them at their playful antics. I could feel them falling for each other, and my heart ached for them that they couldn’t just follow their hearts. They have real, understandable barriers to contend with, but their need for each other proves too overwhelming for them to fight, and watching them begin to embrace that absolutely melted me.
“What do you want?”
He looks up now, his eyes locked on mine. “You, Ava. I want you. On your good days and your bad days – especially your bad days. I want you to let me in. I want you to come to me and look at me the way you’re looking at me now, and know that I’m all in. I just want you.” His voice cracks. “God, Ava. I want you so fucking bad, it’s killing me.”
Jay McLean writes fantastic YA romance, capturing all of the glory of first love – the happy, giddy, excitement, the absolute abandon of throwing yourself into everything you’re feeling, and yes, the hormones. It’s all here in beautiful, heartfelt detail, and I fell right alongside Connor and Ava. They become so special to each other, and they find something beautiful in the midst of their turmoil, and it’s truly magical.
We find peace in each other’s arms, find solace in each other’s touch, and find a home in each other’s hearts…even if the space is limited.
*dreamy sigh*
But real life for these two is complicated, and balancing school, planning for the future, their relationship and their complex home lives is hard. Their story is far from over and I can’t wait to get my hands on their second part of this duet to see how it’s all going to work out.
Jay has created two wonderful characters in Connor and Ava. Though their situations are unique, they feel so real! And seriously… can I have a Connor in my life? The boy is amazing, and I am totally cougar over him. They are supported throughout the story by their family and friends, and OMG, what a sensational bunch they are! Again, very realistic, the dynamics are fantastic, you can feel the connection between them, and the jokes thrown in along the way are absolute gold! All with an important part to play, they each bring so much to this very character-driven story.
This is a wonderful read. It made me laugh and it made me cry, and it made me re-experience the mad wonder of falling in love for the first time. I felt it all, and I am eagerly anticipating the release of First & Forever, out soon!
5 magical stars!
An Advanced Reader Copy was generously provided by the author in exchange for an honest review.
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About the Author
Jay McLean is an international best-selling author and full-time reader, writer of New Adult and Young Adult romance, and skilled procrastinator. When she’s not doing any of those things, she can be found running after her three little boys, investing way too much time on True Crime Documentaries and binge-watching reality TV.
She writes what she loves to read, which are books that can make her laugh, make her hurt and make her feel.
Jay lives in the suburbs of Melbourne, Australia, in her dream home where music is loud and laughter is louder.
For publishing rights (Foreign & Domestic) Film or television, please contact her agent Erica Spellman-Silverman, at Trident Media Group.
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